
Ok, look today I only wanna know if you can help me figure out if I have something like depression or enxiety.
Syptoms:
Depression
- For about 3 weeks (give or take a few days), I felt so crap. It was a no cutting time (as I cut) but I don't believe that triggered my emotions.
- I tried getting drunk on some wine and I've never done that before. Never ended up getting wasted. But I just felt so crap.
- Pretty much all those days I felt crap for no reason. I wanted to cry and be alone.
- I'm not sure where these emotions of nothing oculd've come from. It's not like I had heaps bad days or anything.
Anxiety
I hate it when people look at my side profile because my nose has a bump and now I get constantly worried about people looking at it and judging me.
- I have toruble meeting new people
- If I have to do public acting/speaking/etc. I freak out and feel like crying and being alone.
- I don't like leaving the house to meet friends
- I don't like going to town and going shopping unless I'm with my friends or cousins or I feel unsafe, scared.
- I always think about what other people may be thinking of me
- I perceive my looks (like my ears that stick outm crooked teeth and bumpy nose) to be much worse than how other people perceive them.
- I never ask for help when I need it in class
- I don't talk much with people I 'sortof' know
- I always feel embarrassed in public and want to go back home to be by myself.
- I can't smile in front of some people because my teeth are crooked.
Please, I just need a diagnosis to know if I'm ok or not. :[