Dear reader, I am writing this, because i feel... i don't know... wrong. I have a lot of problems, from school-family. if you can help me please reply.

I am getting bullied at school, by the people who are meant to be my friends. They humiliate me. They say i am ugly, i will never get a boyfriend, and i am weird ect. you get what i mean.But i am not! all of them are really ugly, and i am the prettiest, so are they jealous?

Mum and dad are really stressed at work, because at the minuite they are having a hard time because of the credit crunch. I do not want them to be any more stressed so i did not say anything.

I hate the way i look.  I feel really self-consious, especially when someone popular walks by at school. i always go bright red.  I tried dieting, because i hate the way i looked but then 'my friend'called me fat i ran in the toilet and started to cry.

Why am i always sad? Or angry? it does not make sense. Do i have depression?

Recently i keep thinking about sucide. and i can not talk about it to anyone. i wish someone would like me for who i am: the funny, weird, pretty,crazy girl who would love you to bits.

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