bubblylemon123 / Nov 20 2009 21.27

I know how you feel. I met this boy, and i absolutely adored him. Then we split up. That was last year, but it seems so long ago!  I still think about him, wondering if i do love him. wondering if he is the sometimes reason i feel upset. And then I wonder if he still thinks about me. He said he had a mssive crush on me before we went out. That cant just go, can it? At the moment, we aren't talking because we arent exactly the nicest people to eachother, but we still get on. But this argument is tearing me apart, shall i just say sorry? Or should i be strong ad leave that jerk alone?         

I love him, and I hate him for it

Evie09 / Nov 27 2009 23.39

i totally get it too.     about this time last year i started dating this guy, my first love. i know its pretty young but i was in deep for him.   after we broke up it was very off and on, after about 3-4 months it was over and even though my friends tried to help me as much as they could i fell into this deep, drowning depression. after all this time ive just about gotten over him, we dont talk anymore, not on very good terms. 

he's done this to quite alot of girls i know.

i like this other guy now, not as much, thats a whole different story. but ive never quite been the same as before i dated the first guy. its like im not myself anymore. i dont talk as much, cant laugh at jokes like i used to, its like i just cant see the point in anything anymore.

i dont like this person i am now, but its like i can do absolutley nothing about it.