I' have been depressed for a while now i self harm almost everyday and i go 2 skl counselling,camhs and see the skl nurse. I tryed suicide before and failed. but now i seem 2 be getting worse again. Recently ive been having problems with friends, since ive been depressed they started leaving em out and now wanting to be with me anymore. I heard its because im soo downing but its not like i can do much.

At night times when i try and sleep everything , every bit of pain comes through me it surges through my body making me punch and squeeze and scratch etc. myself . Im not proud of this i wanna stop but i mean i don't know what to do.

For a while i got better i stopped self harming for a bit but the problems with friends have just made it a lot worse. I dont know if i should move classes or what but my other friend whos not in my class is getting really worried about me. every time i go on msn they have a go at me and they just ignore me half the time at skl.Which just leaves me feeling like suicide again. But im not sure how much i can take.

Any ideas on how to stop self harm or distractions or watever would be useful thanks xxx