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    RainyDay123 / Dec 29 2009 1.33

     I self harm a lot and am depressed.I go to CAMHS and school counselling etc. i was bullied for a bit but thats stopped now and i was starting to get better until recently.....

    My *friends* have started calling me stuff like boring and downing and they don't seem 2 care that I'm depressed anymore. They leave me out and talk about me which has made me a lot worse. Only my best friend nows about this, but she's in a different class to me. The self harm is getting worse tho , my friend told me some nasty things my friends had said and i picked up a metal ruler and started scratching my hands until everywhere was red and bleeding. That was the 1st time i had self harmed in front off anyone. 

    At night times i can never get to sleep as all the pain and suffering surges thru my body. I start to punch myself cut myself etc. until i'm numb with pain. But the pain still wont leave me it just hurts soo much. But im very shy so i wish i could tell someone but i cant they know i self harm but not about recent stuff i just need help. Does anyone know any ways to stop self harming or liek any help with it etc? 

    thankyou

    RainyDay321 x

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    Becky8924 / Dec 29 2009 1.33

    Heey,

    I used to self harm alot because my boyfriend broke up with me and my friends were more on his side.. i used to feel like i did everything wrong, so the way i took my pain out from inside i used to self harm. But now i think about it, it doesn't do any good at all.. i was still upset so i hurt myself for no reason..

    But one day my mum was stressed out and having a go at me.. and i said to her "And you wonder why i hurt myself" and she said "what?" and then i showed her and thats how she found out.. She shouted at me about it first then went downstaires.. A bit later on she came up and said sorry for shouting at me and gave me a big hug and i was crying.. ever since then i haven't done it because i feel like i don't need too anymore.. it felt asthough it was a sign of me needing to talk to my mum about something..

    Hope that helped :) xx

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