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Tikki / Jan 02 2010 11.11
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i dont really know where to put this soo i just went for here (:

i dont know how i really feel, one minute i feel happy, then depressed and crying then i feel so mad and i hate it. I hate the fact that im changing moods, that im grumpy all the time. And because im grumpy or sad my parents tell me off, they shout at me for doing the littlest thing and when they complain or shout i want to scream and shout at them but i wont because i get really worriedd. And when im angry, i say to people if you dont ill hit you and then half hour later i hate myself because that isnt me, none of this is me and i hate it. I hate where i go to school, i hate most of my friends and i hate myself. I was planning to run away today and i got scared after because it isnt me. I need to know what to do pleaasee help me.

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bunnyhop / Jan 02 2010 11.11
I would normally say this is probably down to hormones but it could be a minor case of bipolar, which you might want to see a doctor about.

Maybe, if they'll listen, you can talk to your parents [or a friend] about how you feel. They might be more patient with you knowing what is happening, and will know how to help you.

Please don't try to run away, and when you get angry, just tell yourself you're out of control. You can always ring childline about that and they should be able to calm you down. When you're angry, try punching a pillow. Or, you can always go where no-one can hear, and then scream and shout and then you will feel like you have let your anger out. To all the people you've threatened, I think you should apologise and tell them you were out of control.

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