
a year ago i was best friends with this girl,but she turned on me. she and another two girls made my life hell... ever since then ive been feling so so unbelivably depressed. im always tired and my bodys sore, i get frequent headaches, the smallest thing sends me into a pit... i cant be bothered with anything. i go out at weekeneds though with my 'friends' ( i dont know, i cant trust or feell connected with one person) ... and i feel as if i put on a face. but i dont know if this is depression or if im overreacting, because i go out and stuff..? im too scared to say anythign to anyone, incase they think im making a mountain out of a molehill , over reacting or plain lying! i wish i would just die, but id never have the guts to do it. i want to get help but id want to go to a doctor first WITHOUT my parents. is this possible? PLEASE HELP MY LIFE IS SO BAD