unhappy1993 / Jan 01 2010 12.34

Hello BunnyHop  i am sorry to hear you are going through a hard time i suffer from an mental illness to and i understand how hard it is to tell people how you feel and how your feeling physically and mentally it is the first hardest step but belive in yourself.  It is understandable that you feel that you can not go the doctors have you tried talking to a freind and askinfg them to go with you to your gp for support . Another option could be write a letter for you parents and give it to them and im sure they will read it or maybe if they have an email address you could email them then they read it .

If you went to see your gp they would put you in touch with a mental healh person who will be able to provide you with the right help and support if you think you may have ocd .

you cold even talk to a teacher about how your feeling and tell them the onhist truth . They also will help you make freinds and they will be able to offer you support and help if you can talk to a teacher maybe you could ask them to tell your parent for you  over phone or they could go down your school for a meeting .

And if you having bigger worries its not good to keep them to yourself so peraphs you could confind in a family member or a teacher who can help you and give you more options what you want to do about them .

Or you could talk about them on childline and see if other people have the samee diffculties or they could give u more adivce  but its upu babe , but try and talk to someone  YOU DONT HAVE TO COPE ALONE , HERE IF U WANT TO TALK MORE ABOUT THIS !

LovesAndHuggsForYou , Reply back if you want too .

Talk soon ,

xxxxxx

bunnyhop / Jan 02 2010 17.31

Thank you so much for replying, but I just feel I can't tell anyone...

pancakes / Jan 02 2010 18.00

i know how you feel.I feel like that i feel trapped as well and alone. and people dont understand.My mother gets angry at me because she can't understand anymore. I get angry and i dont understand why, i cant cope with things anymore and i feel like its eating away at me.I tried telling my best friend and she  saud she knew how i felt.but she didnt, she just went off with other people and i told her everything.I know how you feel and i wish i knew what could make it better, honestly,because its a horrible feeling.and i hate myself for it.

unhappy1993 / Jan 02 2010 18.31

Hello your welcome . What about you try and write it down for someone to read i know it is hard to tell people how you feel etc but belive in yourself you can do this .

i wiil talk to you if you would like me too .

Talk soon x

 

aannaa / Jan 02 2010 20.47

I  am paroniod as well. I often feel like theres no point in anything, like going out with my mates. Try telling yourself you are beautiful, becuase you probably are. If its your eyes or your feet, u do have a good feature. constantly remind urself of ur good feature/s and never compare your self to your mates. It is good to tell someones, elspiescally your mum or auntie or if u cant tell your family memebers, mabey a teacher or your best mates mum .i found that my mum knew how i felt, as she went through similar things. You can get really use full tips from an adult so u really should tell some one. Or talk to a trusty mate about u feel. Looking at people in magazines and posters wont help. so keep it real, and remeber nobody looks perfect, even some of your freinds who u think do look perfect. Hang around with a sibling to get used to being socaibal and then have a quiet night in with a freind, talking about how u feel.

hope this helps, aannaa

SomethingCrazy / Jan 03 2010 9.20

I don't necessarily have the words but I wanted to reply.

Why can't you get to a doctor? Is it that you physically can't or you just don't want to? I think that if you are beginning to believe that there is no point then you really do need to speak to someone, is there a parent or teacher you can trust?

I think that the person inside of you is telling you all of these things. You won't believe me when I tell you that you aren't ugly, trust me. I guess it's just finding one single positive about yourself and concentrating on that and I know that can be difficult when you are feeling like you are, but could you try? I believe that I am fat and ugly also, and I have kept precious things people have sent to me (online/offline) and stuck them in a book or around my room to make me feel better, as well as positive quotes that I come across.

About missing your childhood, you know well enough that you cannot get it back but if you are on ChildLine chances are you are still there but don't realise that. What about your childhood do you miss? Sometimes writing out your childhood can help you not miss it as much, just remembering and embracing the fact that there are new, amazing memories just round the corner. You just have to make them.

If you feel like talking about your biggest worries then I'll be here to listen. You take care xx

bunnyhop / Jan 09 2010 19.53

Thank you so much everyone for replying - I really appreciate it and I'm sorry to hear about you all suffering too =( I wish I could help, but I don't know

I feel I can't tell anyone at all

About my doctor, I actually emailed the surgery to ask if the information can be kept confidential but that only if you're over fifteen and I am thirteen so...I probably can't =(

I know I can't get my childhood back but...it's almost hard to accept that sometimes

But thank you everyone

=)

 

unhappy1993 / Jan 09 2010 22.48

Hello buunyhop.

I understand you still finding it very difficult to talk to someone i am here for you its good that you are writting on the message boards about how your feeling i know you say you dont feel like talking to anyone but i just want to tell you the honest turth if youy leave it its going to get a lot worse i didnt tell people about how i was feeling and started to get more mentally ill its really inmportant u can tell someone u trust or you can even write it down.

Hope this helps

Talk soon if u want too

xxxxx