kpw / Jan 07 2010 14.19

gosh, that is exactly how i am. i don't know why i can't just say to someone " no, my day has been awful, my life is awful" - probably because i know it would freak them out. It is like i have an alter-ego. At school i am a loud happy bubbly person, and home i am the same, but when i am on my own, i just have deep, dark thoughts, and cry a lot.

it is nice to know i am not alone.

-Wings2WalkWith- / Jan 10 2010 12.14

Same as me, and now that my parents know ( i didnt want them to know, school ttold them) i have to go to this place, at school im like u fine etc and at home im fine aswell, i try to be ok for everyone else, not for me and now i think they all think im making it all up and im not, its so frustrating "/ xx

darkfairy / Jan 10 2010 18.24

omg i know how u feel i was thee samme as u i no u might not want to tell people about it but it will just get worse if u dont for example through not telling people i have suffered from anerexia cose my body coldn't cope and overdosed so many times last time i was in coma for 4 days tell someone speak to a counsller they can help trust if u talk u are not alone, i have help now and im gettin on better

misundastood / Jan 11 2010 20.54

EscapeToMusic1 its like you just read my mind...just going along doing what you have to do and looking like you are concentrating on it when really your thinking about something completely different but no one can really tell. This is all so new to me...ive never known anyone else to think exactly the same as me its like you are all reading my mind. i really do want to tell a friend just to get it off my chest but it scares me. Im worried about what they will think and if they would tell anyone and claim tey were just trying to help. I dont know what to do really.

mess / Jan 24 2010 2.50

hi ive ben thru quite a lot of stuff and still am bbut the best thig   i ever did was to tell someoneby teelling another person, i would persnally sugest an adult/professional because they are less likly to react in a negative way, but yeh if you tell someone the problem you hav isnt playing on your mind all the time. try getting into your local CAMHS i found the things they do there really help especially a group session called DBT(dialecctical behaviour therapy) bassicly in the group they teach different (not better but more helpfull) ways of coping with things that are  going on.

good luck xx