
i lost two mates on Saturday, and i dont know how to cope,, one took an overdose and the other died in a car crash,, i dont know what to do,, i feel soo numb and it feels like its all a dream. i cant stop crying and ive stopped eating and aint sleepin well now,, i just bout managed to go to work today,, but it was so hard, everyone jus keeps askin me if im alrite,, i dont know wat to do.. ive cut all my arms agen aswell and im going downhill soo fast :( :(
Soryy i jus needed to get it out,, i havent got anyone i can talk to till Wednesday.