My dad died june 15th 2009, and i miss him sooo much. i really want him to be with me. im doing my GCSE's soon and cos im not concentrating in lessons i think im going to fail them and let my dad down. I dont get on with my mum cos she gets annoyed with me all the time at anything and i dont get on with my brother either and he threatens or actually hits me and im just scared and alone. I tell my close friends about this and one of them is being really horrible to me, saying i am doing this for attention and to make her feel sorry for me which i am not and she also said i put ehr down all the time. Now it has made my feelings jsut worse and i feel like i want to end all of these emotions and die. ?? what do i do please reply someone??  please i want soemones advice? help me xx thanks x