i dont live with my dad, but i see him at weekends. my dad was a alcoholic since he was in his twentys or something. he stopped drinking alcohol for about a year, but last night he had some, he couldn't stop, he carried on. (this is what he has told me) my dad is very honest so he told me about it this morning when i came to his house. he had a drink this morning before me and my 8 year old sister came to his house. he told me that he started drinking because of the pressure. he owes people money and he can't afford to pay his bills, and he cant afford to pay peteral for him to get to work. my mum went to the CSA  or something like that and now they are making dad pay £300 a month for me and amy, i wish she hadn't of gone. i do trampolining for £40+ every 3 months because im in elite, im on the egde of making myself quit so my family will have more money, even though it means everything to me. i just want everything to end, i hate my life, and i just want some advice. please help me, my life is a living hell.