I was 5 years old and my dad was 24 i got him stressed out to much so he took drugs to calm him down my mum went away for months so one evening  i walked home from school and opened up and saw drugs and needles everywhere and blood up the walls. I foned my mum and she came as soon as she could (1 week) I stayed with my friends. I feel like im a murder my mum is helping alot but its slowley going away but any ways to talk to him and say im sorry.