
When i was six my uncle started touchin me in places he shouldnt have and made me touch him. then when i turned eight, he started beatin me with belts and canes and other things then would rape me over and over tellin me how much he loved me and i was his speacial girl it didnt stop until i turned 13 cos he went away ....
i suffer with reallly bad nightmares now and i cant get him out my head ... i cut myself as a punishment cos he says its my fault and i deserved it .... nobody loves me and i blame myself for a lot i have even drank bleach ...
he has ruined me and will never take the blame for it ......
if its happening too u .. then please try to tell someone dont let them ruin u too ....