When i was 11, it started to go really wrong for me, my dad started to hit me kick me and call me names and say i was worth nothing, and raped me. And a couple of years ago i told someone what was happing, and i was taken away, but now i am back again, and its still happing i dont no  what i have done wrong, and i dont no what to do, im soo down i actually cant find away out, Ive self harmed for 5 years now and its getting too much, and ive got a ED. i fiind it hard sometimes to go into school and act like nothing is up. And be all happy cause i dont want anyone to find out because i dont want to leave my mum again because she is too scared to leave him. but the i can see anything getting better if she just leaves him but that isnt going to happen.

can someone help me pleaseee, i just dont no what to do anymore ive tired lie everything.
thankyouu