my dad threatens me he holds the tv remote to my head threatens to beat me, and rolling pin and others, threw a metal spoon at me , he was callin me names the other day shouting and swearing at me i was trying to get my dinner out the oven i said shut up leave me allwn and burnt my arm it was painful. hes always swearing callin me names and ordring my mum around, i say il tell the school, it just gets worse so i dont .regularly he tells me to go down the road and get run over to kill myself, he told my mum to turn the tap on and drown me.
its like he doesn't want me at all, hed rather me dead, but i dont want to leave my mum.
im shy at school but is that because of the home problem? i want to be loud but can't hes always in the back of my mind, he said to me before my first exam i know you will fail he never says any thing nice to me im not even allowd to be in the same room im scared
he constantly tells the dog attack attack when im playing with him he bit me 1s its rubbing off on my sister though as well she threatens to punch me and he does hit me,hes always putting me down i hate it it makes me feel like im not worth anything i cry nearly/every day when he is there.i'v had enough of it.
its getting worse he has really high blood pressurre so thatswhy i dont tell any1 he gets angry really quick i don't want to leave my mum and family just because of him
imworried that if i tell he said id be sent away- he said hed rather me dead anyway
pease help me i really don't know what to do and i can't consentrate on examps at all x i dont want to leave my mum
