Heretohelp22 / Dec 31 2009 3.42
hello :)
yes i agree.. its very hard to forget memories of being abused.. but you seem to be out of that now.. and you obviously know what your mum is like.. and how upset it makes you feel.. you need to find the strength to stop yourself from abusing your kids.. and i know this sound weird.. but in a way, when u are about to abuse your kid in anyway.. quickly think of how it upset you.. and hopefully you wont do it. i hopw that makes sense.. im not good at putting words together :S im 14 so.. i cant speak adult language yet :D
have you something special.. a special object.. a guardian angel? something small to carry with you for if your having flashbacks? you can just hold and look at this special object and think positive :) and when you look at you kids.. im sure they make you think positive :) have you got a dreamcatcher too??
sorry, im useless... sorry
just take care.. you'll be fine, im sure x