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confused93 / Jan 06 2010 23.49
i am 16 now but it all stated when i was 11 it was friends of the family alway used to sexual abuse me and rape me they even got me pregnant then made me get rid of it :(i don see them any more but i still get nite mears and all i can think about is the little girl i gave up for adoption.i get the flashbacks and nitemears bout wht they did then i wake up in the middle of the nite and it is like they are looking at me it is strange.i just keep think bout the times they babysat me they would tie me down and all have a go :(

i want to move on but how does anyone have any ideas on how to move on plz xxx

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becca405 / Jan 03 2010 16.59
they have no right they should be in jail i am sure your baby girl is okay in think yooh did the right have yooh told anyone??yooh need to grow up and live your life properly and be a proper teenager so i bet your child is living a better life where it is but it must be so hard.

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smile-at-least-try-to-look-happy / Jan 06 2010 23.49
Hun I'm really really to hear about what you've been through I can't even begin to imagine how hard it all must be. But u need to keep strong, there are people out there who can help you, I think you should tell someone, maybe a trusted adult like ur parent/s or teacher, GP or school counsellor, because I really do think u need professional help to move on. Once you've talked about it properly you will feel so much better. If u don't think u can talk to anyone just yet, u culd always ring or email/ online chat childline I know its still talking but its slightly different. Good luck, I'm here if u need me xx

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